My dignity my pride my security my future my money my virginty my confidnxe my family my motivation and most of my sanity
In 2011 I plan to get it all fucking back!!
I do believe I’ve gained more then I’ve lost at least =)
The ONE thing I would have rather lost then gained was weight tho LOLOL
I haven’t been on a computer all month =( my last.fm is so outdated! I avnt been able to update gigs, charts or reply to people =O New yr resolution? Get a fucking computer that works! Lol At least I have tumblr on my phone bt the last.fm app for iPhones is SHIT!
Lol it’s the bit of “hardcore shit” by PHOSGORE I can remember Cos after that all I wonna do is dance to the gasmic beats Eeee one of my biggest loves of 2010!!
Is not gonna b happy If I’m still sick NYE How am I meant to party If i can’t stop coughing n sneezing ><
Are u fucking retarded!?!? N online all it says is “possible disruptions” possible? Ye that’s really helpin me plan my journey! Boxin day is huge in retail sales n now we r gonna miss target cos of these fuckin strikers U already took fuckin Xmas off u cunts now get back to work so I can actually get to work n we can all keep this economy going!!!!!
Shall only be used for bed related activities Instead of half bed half clothes closet/dump for shit I can’t b bothered puttin away Double bed means more room to sleep, it should nt mean sleep on very edge n have have rest covered with books, clothes, laptop ect =P
But keep gettin woken up by coughing fits =( why don’t u people want to take my germies I always offer them to yous cos I don’t wants them anymore!!! My mummy use to always take them from me…
Somethings you lose, can never be found again… Can never be returned to you as much as you’d like them too Sometimes you have to accept what is lost with a bit of dignity, If you haven’t already lost the dignity on the way…
I really love Rihannas new album!! Especially “only girl” =)
Smudged eyeliner? Nope that’s gnarly as fuck bags under my eyes!! >< guess try n cure it by sleep, bt again I’m not fucking tired!…
If one is so drunk where thought and reason go out the window can they still be held responsible for breaking there side of a pact? Really now don’t you have to be able to acknowlegde you act is breaking a pact for it to count?
I stood in the same place looking out at the river Thames I can’t decide If it’s my place of weakness concerning the thoughts I was engage in Or my place of strenght for not turning the thoughts into actions.. O well I’m here today And nothing else really matters =)
I’m out clubbing!! BA HA NO!!! I’m fuckin working >< o well party Sunday night will make up for it! Lol
What I see in the mirror I know I’m more physically attractive now then i was a year or so ago I know my eyes show a mind i only have pride for BUT….something is missing, I’m not complete, I still feel empty, I don’t feel me…the real me, I can’t take the compliment because they are only on my genetics… I NEED my ink! This skin of mine is a blank canvas waiting to be filled with art, mind and body combining as one It’s a slow process but I’ll get their in the end… =)
That I want to fall in love. That I want my heart to be ripped out of me That I want to experience the pain, the humiliation, the emptiness that so many people in this world seem to have gone through No I don’t understand what they’ve gone through How could I possiblly understand if i’ve never experienced the pain? Such art that has come out of such misery It seems no happy ending is complete without utter dispear in the middle Well this all seems so interesting to me Now to find my prince charmig with the posion behind his eyes…
